update

I now feel ready to share....Last week was just an awful week for me. Last Monday I was called and told that brother had died. It's a shame. He was a young man. He didn't have anything going for him really but life is supposed to be lived. I guess he had some form of MS...or some kind of muscular disease that made him twitch. He was found in his in his apartment. He had been there for a fucking week. Not sure if it was sucide or an accidental overdose. I guess his muscle relaxant drugs were pretty strong. His memory was going and would sometimes double up on his meds....which would make him sick and vomit. Who knows what happened. He was 33! It came as a shock to all of us and wasn't exactly what I wanted to go back home for.

Well I shared and now I will move onto my normal blog stuff.