was that me
Geez! Today I went looking for hot chat because, well, I woke up hornier than a lab rat. I wasn't haven't any luck. I always go to the lesbian rooms to lessen the liklihood of a man chatting with me. Not that I have anything against men I just don't lik eto chat with them all the time. Especially this morning.I hate the bots that chat you up and waste my time. I am sure that I have over a thousand of those bastards ignored. Then you get the guys. Again I don't mind them but I had one today lie to me about his sex and that really pissed me off. Then you have the sick-o's that say they are into ANIMALS, FAMILY AND HUMAN WASTE! What the fuck? I like petting animals and cuddling with my dog but he would never be allowed to lick me down there. Disgusting! I love my family member and even would go as far as to say that my mom is hot and my brothers are cute. Never would I imagine having sex with them. Sad to say but I think that is a big part of the culture where I live now. Finally, human waste is just fucked. Maybe it was the way I was raised but you just don't do it. I am guilty of experimenting with this to a degree. I have peed on and ex-boyfriend in the shower. Does this make me a hypocrite? He peed on me too. There go my readers now. Sorry for opening up I will have to save some of that for my next list.
Anyway, I finally was chatting with this beautiful woman and everything was great then she asked me if I was into roleplaying. Which I am not! I like to share and be equal. Maybe every once in a while spice it up by being sub/domme. Nothing to hardcore. Moving along, I typed a phrase that shocked me.
PLEASE ME SLUT!
That came out of my mouth and the woman loved it. I kind of was getting hotter at the thought. How dirty does that make me?
posted by SingleAgain at 2:44 PM
6 Comments:
Only as dirty as you want to be... sounds like you had fun chatting today!
That makes you filthy, sugar.
And just about perfect.
Not that dirty at all, tastier maybe.
deliciously dirty...yummy
Forgive me for signing this anonymously, but Single, you probably know who I am.
I can relate to all of that. Since I've gotten more into chatting, I've found myself saying things and going along with things that in retrospect I am embarassed and at times even ashamed of. Sometimes you are just caught up in the moment, and you just want to please someone and give them what you think they want. And sometimes you go with something and discover that it excites you, maybe not because you serioualy want to (for example) have a threesome with your sister, but just because it's exciting to be that kinky. Especially for me, because it's like an alter-ego kind of thing. I'm extremely conservative in reality, which makes it all the more exciting to secretly be a bad girl in my fantasies.
The one word of caution I would say is that I think this world can change you. You said something along the lines of the culture around you getting more into things that would be considered abnormal and I agree. Personally, the more I have allowed myself to think about things outside of "normal" sex, the more I have tolerated it and then even ended up drawn to it. Not to turn this into a religious discussion, but Jesus said basically that we become what we think about. Self-help books call it "affirmation". The subconscious can't tell the difference between real or imagined events, it becomes conditioned to those things as if they were a part of your life experience and it changes your nature. That can be used in a positive way, but sometimes it works against us, too.
Well you can tell your post triggered a strong reaction in me. Sorry to go on such a rant.
Not at all! I guess I am glad that I can get a reaction out of anybody..good bad or otherwise.
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