not really sure

I am wondering where all you, yes all of you, even you flys on the wall, stand on porn. I have never really been one for watching porn. I have always been more of a fan of magazines and reading Penthouse letters and erotica books.

I never got into porn because it is all scripted and fake. There have been a handful of times I have sounded like the women in those movies. I have been watching a lot of the clips on that yuvutu.com site. There it's real men and women having pure unadulterated sex. I love watching the scenes of the women riding cocks and playing with their tits. So sexy! More importantly, it's real, unscripted and fucking HOT!! So does this make me a hypocrite? Or is this a different type of porn? I mean it's people having great sex on film.

I have also visited a great erotica website and read some very good stories. Some are way too long but worth the read. Those reads get me just as hot as watching these clips.

Now that I have a few days off I am sure I will be enjoying myself a bit more. I haven't had a headache in two days now. Also, my new friend is off work this week and am hoping we can catch up and possibly make that SIMOTW that we have hinted around doing in our emails.

wish i had a clue

Sorry I haven't been around lately. Been suffering insanely horrible headaches for the last week or so. I am going to see a doctor on Thursday and see if it's a tumor or something.

Something else I am clueless about is my fucking computer. None of the folders on my desktop open. None of the applications work under the "start" button. I was hoping to do that thing with my computer that backlogs it to a day you know when your computer was working better. This sucks ass. I can't access my pictures, resumes or music. I have been working on a new resume and now I can't access it or even Word. I have no clue as to what the hell is up. I don't know anything about computers. My world is lost now. I'm not sure if I can ever get this stuff back.

I have a ton of family pictures that I can no longer access. I have basically my whole life wrapped up in my computer. Passwords and usernames for all of my different accounts. Now ZIP!!

I am hoping that some of you my wonderful readers have a clue as to what is going on with my piece of shit computer. I just want to know how to get this stuff back. At the very least I want to get it on a memory stick.

I am also pissed because I have the afternoon off and drove home and was going to walk to the Subway down the street. I walk there and there are like 20 construction workers inside and nothing but dust and boards. I obviously need to go more often. I wouldn up going to the chinese place next door and got some eggrolls.

bosom buddies

I was cleaning out my email the other day and came across some odl emails from an old blogging friend. He had a great blog and then one day, like many blogs i'm sure, just up and disappeared. It has been maybe 2 years since I have talked with Rob.

So I emailed him and within minutes I had a reply. He had switched jobs, which I knew about. He is also hot and heavy with a woman. Talking about proposals and buying houses. He is so cute. We have been kind of talking thru emails for the last week or so and I have enjoyed chatting with him. We never talked about anything naughty. Usually we would stay in touch via comments on his blog.

He had a contributor to his blog as well, his good friend J. he is so cute and adorable. While the recent emails with Rob I snagged J's email and have been catching up with him. He now lives in L.A. I am need of a vacation and still have friends out on the left coast. Visit maybe?

I wish that they would have continued their blog. Now Rob is tied down and J is total wild man. J has been known to get drunk and hit on anything that has a pulse. I am wondering how is doing in CA? Didn't seem like he was doing all that bad in Boston. Now he left his good pal Rob and now look at him. Probably going to get marrried and have an uneventful life. While J will be causing havoc at the Playboy mansion.

I miss you guys and am so happy that I have found you again. maybe J needs to start a blog and let us know how life is in L.A. Just an idea.

some girls have all the luck

I stated yesterday that a woman had contacted me finally after being a fly on the all. We have exhanged emails and some pictures. She liked mine and i loved hers. She has sexy legs, a nice tight ass and a beautiful pair of breasts.

I think she is up for a SIMOTW. Actually I am pretty sure she is. I think any of the women who have read my blog and we have chatted naughty have all been more than willing to have our chats shared on here. Something tells me this wonderful woman would love to come back and re-read our chat. Not to mention I think she has a slect few people who she lets in on her life and will direct them this way to kind of say , "Hey look what I did!".

So to all of you who are just hanging around please drop me a line sometime. Could be fun. Plus check back in the next few days and possibly see our SIMOTW.

i need to get better

I don't think I have written a blog entry that prompted so much attention. I recieved a half dozen emails about the "Pink Hump Stump". Maybe not about it but people came out of the woodwork to finally stop being a fly on the wall and contacting me. I have always hated the fly on the wall. I used to be one I guess I but now I just don't go looking.

Anywho, a woman contacted me last week. She sounds like me but opposite of you know what I mean. I don't have time to get into this now. Grrrrrr, well, she has a blog but shows the smart, funny and cute side of herself on her blog. Where as on my blog I am a but slutty and freaky.

I must go now but will expand on this topic a bit later.

i want some of this

I recieved an interesting email from a fellow blogger about a week ago. In that email she sent me some links that she thought I may find interesting. Which I have by the way. I just haven't had time to fully check them out and give you my take on them. But that will be coming soon.

I woke up in a mood. Yes, that kind of mood. I went to one of my favorite voyeur cam sites and was watching men jerk off but that was growing old. I switched to watching women either sit in their skimpy sexy wear. I turned on one cam and there was a beautiful woman with her bra pulled down and her erect nipples sticking over the top of her lace bra. I saw that she was using a toy. She was rubbing her clit as she had this toy pleasing her.



She stood up and I saw a toy I had just seen on one of the sites that my new gal pal sent me. I hadn't read it but remember seeing it and thinking it was neat. It was a cute pink cone. It had clicked with me that I had seen it somewhere before so I quickly looked it up and am now in love. It is a bit pricey but I think I am going to spend the money on this versus the third glass dildo I was eyeing up. This woman looked like she was enjoying herself and had hands free access to her clit and those sexy nipples of hers. I think that what I like best about it. HANDS FREE!!! I can only imagine the hours of fun I wwill have with this.

When I do buy this I would love to fill you all in how well it actually does work for me. It looks like so much fun. I can't wait to sit on it for the first time and erupt into battery operated euphoria. Any of you ladies or gentleman care to help?

my cool man side

Today I did nothing but watch football. i am actually watching the Ravens game as we speak. 3:20 left and the 49'ers are making a run at it. Score is 9-7 Ravens.

Anyway, I just sat on the couch and didn't get dressed. Was in my white Victoria Secrets terry cloth robe. I just flipped around and watched the Redskins and Patriots game all day. No they didn't play each other but those were the two games on this afternoon. I bought a six pack of beer and ordered some pizza and just enjoyed the games. Was kind of a girls version of a mans day. There was very little yelling and screaming and a lot of me wondering if i should have ordered that pizza and drank those 3 beers. Total chic!!

Looks like the Ravens will win, The 49'ers just missed a long field goal. 2:32 left.

But that was my day and I am just trying to write more and be active on my blog again.

men

There is only a handful of men I talk with online. I don't even talk to my lady friends all that much anymore online. Anyway, there is a gentleman that sent me an offline on Yahoo and stated that he was going to be alone from last Thursday till Sunday night. I wasn't all that concerned. If I ran into him I would gladly chat with him and see whats going on.

As luck would have it, I ran into him on Saturday morning. We chatted for all of about 30 seconds before he jumps into what he wants to do with me. I am all for playing with this guy too. He is an older man and has a beautiful cock. I just don't like his aggresive nature. We barely talk and always the same thing. I could set my watch by it. 90 seconds into a chat he is talking dirty and wanting to get off. Gimme a break. I told him that I would like to shoot the breeze and maybe throw in some flirting and then we can see where it goes. He replys how I hurt his feelings and he is at a loss of words. I told him he could go screw himself and he needs to try to hook up with some other Yahoo floozy that I am sure he has.

I jsut wish men would get it. Like I said I talk with a handful of men and get naughty with most of them. They all BS for a bit and pretend to care and we get crazy.

Oh yeah, do any of my lady readers have a "fuck buddy"? I have had one for about the last 9 months. I'm not sure what it is about him but I adore him. He would no doubt wanna have a relationship but hasn't pressed the issue. We get together a few times a month and either just have sex or go to dinner and a movie or something. So I am wondering if the dinner and movie thing is out of bounds for a "fuck buddy"?