PATHETIC

The douche bag that stole my pic screwed up and logged on today. Here is the conversation that followed:
ME: hey fucker
BUZZ!!!
bucky38ca smith: what
ME: why did you steal my picture
ME: well?
BUZZ!!!
bucky38ca smith: im showing it as a friend thats all no harmdone
ME: don't you think you could have asked me to PUBLICLY DISPLAY MY PICTURE??
bucky38ca smith: im so sorry il take it down
bucky38ca smith: i was playing a trick on a buddy of mine told him it was my girlfriend
bucky38ca smith: i forgot to take it down im so sorry
ME: ty i would greatly appreciate it
ME: all you had to do was ask me
bucky38ca smith: im sorry
bucky38ca smith: can you forgive me
ME: not sure
ME: you really pissed me off
bucky38ca smith: im sorry can i make it up to you
bucky38ca smith: can we start over
ME: take it down now
bucky38ca smith: i did
ME: it's still there
bucky38ca smith: were
bucky38ca smith: in profile
ME: on YOUR PROFILE
bucky38ca smith: ok
ME: I WILL CHECK BACK IN 5 MONUTES
bucky38ca smith: there im sorry gone
bucky38ca smith: hello
ME: ok
bucky38ca smith: im soorry
ME: still there
bucky38ca smith: can we start over please
bucky38ca smith: no its not
bucky38ca smith: i delited it
ME: as soon as I see it deleted from your profile we canc hat...maybe
bucky38ca smith: its gone
ME: well it may take some time
ME: i will be in touch
bucky38ca smith: ok im mike again
ME: I am SINGLE
bucky38ca smith: sorry SINGLE
bucky38ca smith: are you single
ME: i will be in touch as soon as my picture is down...you understand?
bucky38ca smith: yes im sorry
bucky38ca smith: its gone
bucky38ca smith: i took it off
bucky38ca smith: i told him it was my girlfriend
bucky38ca smith: he said wow your breautiful

He still had the balls to hit on me and come up with that lame fucking story. I had this conversation roughly 3+ hours ago and my picture is still in his profile. What an ass! Just thought I would share what a tool this guy is.

Not sure

Well, I am not really sure what I want to replace on my blog! I think I am fine without the clock thing. I just added my stat tracker thing on the bottom again. Now I need to put up the links that I frequent most often.

Hope all is well and I when I get a chance today I am going to add to my list. How fun is that? Actually if you ask me that list is stupid. Mona trapped into thinking it was a fun thing to do. It really is hard as hell. Maybe I will give it another day of thought to make it worth reading.

Kind of up and running

I am still not 100% back to where I want to be but have linked up to a few of you. For some reason I can't see your blog much-2-fun!

I will be adding a few things here and there over the next few days. Just go with the flow and I will be up and running as soon as I get everything figured out.

Ok

Now I royally fucked up my blog! Everything that should be on the right is now on the BOTTOM of my blog! I don't want that! How do I get it back to the right? Would changing my template screw up ALL of my links and do-dads that I have put in here? Some help would be greatly appreciated here.

Update: As you can see I fucked everything up! I now have to add everything that I had up. So sorry!

You shouldn't be surpised

Your Porn Star Name Is...

Asslee Bendover

What's" Your Porn Star Name?

the number 4

I am so un-original that I am always copying people and you will have to deal with that. I am going to do this list of 4's that I thought would be cool. I am also going to make up my own list of 4's when done. You know something with a twist. So without waiting a second longer:

4 jobs you've had in your life:
1. Worked at Gap
2. Record store clerk
3. Waitress
4. Surfboard renter

4 movies you could watch over and over:
1. Pulp Fiction
2. Ringu (Japanese version of 'The Ring')
3. Jaws
4. Napolean Dynamite

4 places you have lived
1. Bucks Co., PA
2. San Diego, CA
3. Seattle, WA
4. Washington D.C.

4 TV shows you love to watch:
1. Family Guy
2. The Simpsons
3. Sex and the City
4. Sportscenter

4 places you have been on vacation:
1. Costa Rica
2. Las Vegas
3. Mazatlan, Mexico
4. Boston, MA

4 websites you visit daily:
1. My blog
2. Yahoo.com
3. CNN
4. Careerbuilders.com

4 of your favorite foods:
1. Pizza
2. Ramen noodles
3. Crabs/Lobster
4. Cookie dough

4 places you would rather be right now:
1. Back home
2. Shopping
3. Back in bed
4. Some where sunny and warm

Now my list of 4's with a predictable twist.

4 jobs you wish you had in your life:
1. Conservationist
2. Radio DJ
3. Writer
4. Proffesional student

4 movies you can't stand:
1. Anything by Woody Allen
2. Risky Business
3. The Cat in The Hat
4. Ace Ventura part II

4 places you would like to live:
1. Back home
2. Sydney, Australia
3. Hong Kong
4. NY, NY

4 tv shows you dislike:
1. The Daily Show
2. American Dad
3. CSI: Miami
4. Dr. Phil

4 places you would like to go on vacation:
1. Carribean cruise
2. Alaska
3. Boston, MA
4. Maine

4 foods you dislike:
1. Any kind of mussel
2. Steak
3. Lemon Pie
4. Movie nachos

4 places you wouldn't want to be right now:
1. Iraq
2. Afghanistan....or any other country that ends in istan
3. North Pole
4. North Korea

So there you have the basic 4's of me. Love it or hate those are my final answers.

what are your expectations

I am wondering what my new readers expectations may be. I think that there may be a big misconception about who I am and what I do here. I am actually really boring. I am sure that most of the people that are regulars here hadn't seen my face until I posted them on bloggin hotties. But I am not really an exhibitionist. I like talking women and a select few men. I am rather boring and don't hold a candle next to any of the other girls on bloggin hotties. I just want to aplogize now before any of you start expecting to see full porn and craziness here.


Sometimes it's good and sometimes it bad. You take the good and you take the bad and there you have the facts of life at singles blog.

I am sure this will cause some of you to not want to come by as often but the anticipation of me doing something naughty should entice you to come back every once in a while.

Just for the record, I am trying to find a participant in the Sexy IM of The Week. Been ahard day looking. I will try and use some of your suggestions and work them into my blog when I can.

300/158

Holy crap! I just spent the whole morning sorting thru my Yahoo IM list and cleaned house. I had 300 people and deleted some and then wound up adding some more but was back at 300. I searched profiles and IM's all morning and cleaned up. I am now down to 158. I am going to try and clean that up as well. Too many hotties out there.

I was rather disturbed to see that one of the profiles I looked at had MY fucking picture up there. I had seen this done to others and had thought of this happening. Thoughts of lil k came to mind as well. I had even been thinking about this happening to me since I had been put on bloggin hotties. So I would like all of you whoever feels so inclined to write this spineless, small pricked creep where to go.

The screen name is either:
bucky38ca smith...or cindy28ca on Yahoo IM.

Just makes me so pissed off. I hate people like this. Why would you do that? Now I am going to look like a dumbass when I am chatting some people up because they have seen my picture in another profile. What a selfish asshole! Please help me rid this puke of his deed. I am picture who ever did this is a lot like Buffalo Bill from, 'The Silence of The Lambs'. Sitting in his parents basement chatting up young women so he can eventually use their pictures as his own. It just creeps out.

On a whole I haven't had experiences like this. Today was the first time, I can only wonder how many more times this has happened to me. Scary fuck! I am always being nice and assure discretion is used. Fuck! I am really pissed, I hope you my readers help this cause. He needs to learn not to fuck with people like this.

It's one thing to ask if you can use my pics or see if it's ok after the fact...i.e.Bloggin Hotties and The Bastard-Son. I don't mind. There is a trust there that I live by. I don't EVER share pictures of people I chat with unless they say I can or they want me to. Which is tough with this "holly homemaker" I chat with. She is beautiful but she asked me not to share. This putz must have his head so far up his ass as not to realize that. Why in the hell would you do that?

I now know that I will have to way more careful with who I send pics to. I wish I knew who this person was in real life. I would give them a tongue lashing (not in the good way) and make them cry. Actually yelling at them wouldn't do shit. This person is a coward and will no doubtedly be waiting for the next peanut butter and jelly sandwhich his mom brings him. What an ass!

Oh well, such is life as a bloggin hottie. Hope all is well out there and hope to be chatting to some of you real soon.

Was afraid of this

I wasn't able to get online today but I am home now so I can finally see whats going on here. I hope that I am able to keep up with my new fans and especially my old ones. I will post something better tomorrow.

Here it is a Friday night and I am not doing shit. Going to go undress from my work clothes and plant my ass either in my bed or couch. Doubtful I will be bale to think of anything witty enough or even worth your time to read.

Stay tuned...I usually wake up on Saturday mornings horny as hell. So, look for me in the chat rooms at about 9:30-10 a.m. est. Anyway, I just wanted to say thanks to all and am just kind of boring today.

get me a star on the walk of fame

Well, I have to thank the guys at BLOGGIN HOTTIES. They have made me Ms. Popular. I have had a buttload of page hits. Thanks a million. I feel like I should have a star on the famed Hollywood Walk of Fame.

I am sure people aren't coming back to see my next 25 on my list of things they might want to know about single. Or are you coming to see if I have posted a new SIMoTW? I am working on this and when I have a chance to go looking for some good chat I will be all over it. I had no idea that was a favorite of my readers. I had asked for input and nobody came by. Although, I did only have a fraction of the visitors I have now. I will try to deliver one in the next few days. Now I must ask, what would YOU my readers want to read? Me and a man? Me and a woman? Me with a couple? (Note: couples are hard to play with) So now it's up to YOU to tell ME what YOU want. I will try to make this happen as soon as I can...probably over the weekend.

Other than me becoming a huge star ( do I sound like a catty bitch?) There is nothing going in my life. I had a very long day today. It started at about 4:00 A.M. I had to go pick up a rep from a company this morning and wasn't too happy. I at least didn't get stuck in the beltway traffic.

I have some errands to do and might come back and post something. Just so damn tired.

what a find

Today while I was conducting my search for a sexy IM, I ran into a wonderful woman. We didn't have a dirty chat but did share a few pics. She sent me a pic that was very cute. She was looking up at the camera with a lot of cleavage showing and a warm smile. Very Holly Homemaker looking. She sent a few more and it blew my mind.
She had an amazing set of breasts. I loved the fact that she came across as a "nice, proper" girl. She turned out to be anything but.

In her own words: well thank you....i think i'm pretty much a slut...lol

She was a blissfull slut at any rate. She shared a ton of pics compared to the few that I sent her. She sent pics of her with two cocks...one in her mouth and one in hand. Pics of her getting cummed on and being pleasured by men and toys.

We agreed the next time we chat that we will both have to have a contest to see who cums first. Sounds fun to me what do you think?

Such a mind blowing 20 minutes with this woman. She is amazing. Oh yeah, how could I forget the pics of her being pleasured by another WOMAN! How I wish I was that woman between her beautiful thighs.

had no idea

I have recieved some emails from my new "fans". It seems that the Sexy IM of The Week was bigger hit than I had thought. I need feedback people. I don't know what's working if I don't know it. So it will now be my quest to find a lucky person(s) to help me create a new SIMoTW. Wish me luck. I know it's hard work but some one has to do it right?

being a bloggin hottie

Have to hand it to those boys at BLOGGIN HOTTIES ! They sure do know how to make one a popular blogging item. I had 520 hits yesterday and so far today, I have had 221. Gonna make me blush.

I am not sure how to handle or even what to think of this. I kind of liked the quiet nature of my blog. I also wanted to be the one that had 700+ hits in a 24 hour period. The one good thing that I can see that has come out of this is I get some traffic and really great people leaving comments to their blogs.

I am not sure how or if you go searching for blogs but it sucks. Blogger needs to come up with a better way to search for blogs. That's part of the reason I don't look anymore...way too hard for my lazy ass. My guess, is that since I have a hard time finding a cool blog to post on that everybody else does to.

At any rate thanks and I hope that you come back again soon. I looked at some of the other girls blogs and know that their blogs are a way better read than this.

So do I?

Do I submit my picture to the site I mentioned the other day? You know that BLOGGIN HOTTIES site? Seems like a fun thing. I know its not HNT but what the hell. Might be fun and bring some new people around here since most people have tapered off and vanished...i.e. SoR!

Fuck it! I just sent the guy some of my pics, not sure when and if I am in but keep checking back here and there and we will see how I stand.

Preteen years

I am just warning you now that I am not so sure how well this list will be. I am giving it a shot and may even scrap it. I promise I will do at least 25! So let's get this party started...right now!

1. When I was 7 I had chicken pox. I was the first one to get it in my neighborhood so we had a "chicken pox" party so I could spread this virus to other kids.
2. I had my tonsils taken out before I can even remember. Which I think is a good think since I have never really had a sore throat since. It gets a bit tender/raw right before I get sick.
3. I remember my first time sleeping in a tent. I was so scared but was still really excited. I remember seeing the campfire dance on the tent walls and I screamed for my mom.
4. My first 8 birthdays were held at a roller rink.
5. My next 3 were at Chuck E. Cheese.
6. I pushed a boy down during recess and he fell back and banged his head on the bottom of the slide. You know back then, the playgrounds were good sturdy steel. He was bleeding all over the over his clothes and rushed to the hospital to get stitches. I don't even remember why I pushed him.
7. I had a crush on my 1st grade teacher. Mr. Sloan was so cute.
8. I was/am a tomboy.
9. My brothers were horribly mean to me. I never was able to really hang out with them. The worst day I shared with them is when they decided to use me as target practice with their new BB guns.
10. I loved to help my mother garden. I was always so proud of my peas, lettuce and pumpkins. By no means were these blue ribbon but I had grown them and as a young girl I had a great sense of accomplishment.
11. On a Memorial Day picnic with my family, I made smores over the BBQ for my dessert. I was so simple.
12. I liked playing with the snakes my brother would bring home. I didn't like when they played snake baseball. They would throw the snake up and swing for the fences with a bat and kill the snake. I hated that.
13. I was never all that "popular" in school. I just tried to be as quiet as possible and do what was asked of me. I remember we had been talking about Europe or Italy...can't remember. Any way, Italy came up and the teacher was asking us questions and I at some point I had raised my hand and said, "It's also known as the boot country". My teacher was kind of impressed by this trivial piece of information. The girl next to me stated, "I didn't even know that!" I never forgave her. From that day on she was a bitch and will remain that way to me.
14. I was the best seller of girl scout cookies for 3 years in a row. Have to thank my parents for that. They would shamelessly plug the cookies at work and I didn't have to do a thing.
15. I caught and ate my first fish when I was around 5-6. I think it was a trout.
16. We spent many weekends during the summer with friends that had a cabin way back in the woods. It was on a lake that was hidden. I used to think it was the most beautiful place I had ever been as a youngin.
17. While at that same cabin was the first time I used a paddle boat. I actually did nothing but steer with that handle in the middle.
18. I loved covering my school books with brown paper bags. I would decorate them with pictures and drawings. I remember I clipped out a headline that was funny to me. It read 'guerrillas kill 2 men' I was thinking gorilla. My mom made me take it off.
19. I enjoyed t-ball. I seemed to be a bit better than all of the other boys that I played with. I remember groaning when the boys would swing and miss the ball.
20. I moved between my 5th and 6th grade year of schooling. I was devastated.
21. I spent that first summer of our move in the woods. I would just walk all day and come home. I would see other kids playing and was never invited to play with them. I wasn't looking forward to the first day of school.
22. I was looked at like a freak. I could hear snickers and and some full frontal bitchiness. You know at that age kids have zero social filter.
23. I eventually came into my own and was befriended by some of the girls and boys.
24. I was put into an "advanced" class for 2 hours out of my day in 6th grade. I was looked at as a nerd and geek. I was the typical ugly duckiling that fit the bill.
25. This fucking list is hard as hell. Damn you Mona!

That was just a highlight of the first 12 years of my life. Nothing to special. I am hoping that I can rustle up some better lists as I progress into adulthood. I am finding that I am a very boring person. Maybe this list wasn't that great of an idea. Honestly, this list shit is hard. Not sure how I will be bale to come up with 76 more items to share.

Un-original me

Well, I am going to take a page from Mona and will be posting the Top 101 ( a little change by adding 1) things you should know about me. I know I am lacking the orginality but this way you nosey people will be able to get some insight into what makes me tick and why I am why I am.

Check out Mona's first 75 of her list:

1-25

26-50

51-75

A very good list that will be hard to top but I have some ideas as to make it work and fill you in.
I will break it down to 4 major parts...different segements of my life. First I will have the PRETEEN YEARS. Then TEEN/HIGH SCHOOL YEARS. Next will be, COLLEGE. Finally, POST COLLEGE/PRESENT/BEING A GROWN UP.

Not sure if I will do it in weekly installments or not. Guessing I will since I need a niche for you to keep coming back and will help me eventully be the most talked about blog in the Universe. I know I am thinking big but you have to these days. I know I am so far off of most peoples radars and I am fine with that. I would just like to have a mainstay of people coming by and checking out what I am doing here. I know I am at fault for that of late since I haven't or ever really posted anything worth coming by for. I again, feel the need to take this thing into a different direction. I am not sure what that is or even if I am clever enough to make something like that happen. I steal other peoples ideas and try to make them work. Although, the Sexy IM of The Week was my own creation and it didn't seem to take off like I had envisioned. Oh well!

I do know that I want more than 55 people (my highest total for the last week) coming to visit me on any given day. That is a decent number I guess all things considering.

Now maybe the 101 things you NEED to know about me thing will be an enticing thing, I don't know. I see so many blogs out there from men and women and had thought my blog would be more like that. I had grand dreams when I started this thing. I wish that I had stuck to my guns and NOT deleted my previous posts. I remember my first entry. It was February 14, 2005! I was feeling very yucky and wanted to open up and figured a blog was the perfect medium for that. I think I was doing well with that but then I was derailed and deleted my posts so I can't look back at my transformation, if any, over the past year. Wonderful! Well, I am outta here gotta do some laundry and lay in bed and watch football all afternoon/evening! Going out on a limb here and saying it will be Seattle and Denver in the Superbowl. You heard it here first!!

UPDATE: The Steelers won (which I thought would happen but had wanted to go for the underdog Broncos! I am happy for that and should make it a Superbowl worth watching. I will say here and now that the STEELERS will take it all.

New site

There is a blog that I happened upon the other day and want to share with you...I know that I am some men and some open minded ladies that stop by and they may want to check it out. It's a blog of BLOGGIN HOTTIES. It really is amazing. Some nice eye candy and some really good reading too. Enjoy and be sure to tell them I sent...not really.

are you sitting down?

I finally fixed my computer and am way late on my promise of Thursday. I figure it's better late than never. I am a sexual being of late. I have gotten back into chat and that seems to be the only love I can get while I live here in the backwoods. I have been thinking about going to school again and get my masters and get the hell out of this shithole.

So without further waiting here is what I was going to post on Thursday...sorry for the delay:

This is me playing dress up. I figured it would be nice to have the people get to see a face. I am still not knowledgable enough to put one up in my profile. I will figure it out someday. Hope you like and will come back....

delay

I am so sorry! I am having problems uploading the pic that I was going to put up today.....stay with me as I try to fix this throughout the day....thanks.

WTF

What the fuck happened here! I have nobody stopping by. Rob is secretly changing his blog URL and nobody stops by anymore. Well, maybe you should come by this Thursday? Might be worth checking out.

Fuck! Oh well, I will have to think of a schtick to make them come back for more.

wierd

I haven't posted in a while. Not really sure why. I haven't been busy or anything. Not much to really blog about I guess. I am back now and you have to deal with it.

I had a strange encounter yesterday afternoon. I was doing my normal yahoo chatting and a couple PM'ed me and we started to chat. I don't usually chat with couples but decided it was a slow day and needed some chat. These kind and beautiful people eventually opened their cam to me and boy were they cuties. I shared a few pictures with them and they invited me to come back later and watch them have sex. How wonderful is that?

I came back but they were unable to do "it" at that time so I went to bed wondering what I missed by being a lame ass. I am hoping to chat with them again soon. They seem really cool and funny. That was a good thing.

I know some of you may think of me as a pathetic chat slut but I you must realize that I live in the backwoods. I have rednecks and more rednecks to choose from. I don't feel like driving an hour or two to the bigger cities around here. Too expensive and doesn't seem worth it. I am content on sitting my butt down here and and chatting with like minded women/men. I have my pyrex dildo next to the computer and is ready to be used at any time. So there!

I will be sure to try and think of something genius to blog about in the days to come. Thanks for anybody that is still around.

seinfeld

I am taking LOB's suggestion and blogging about nothing. Not really sure what the hell has happened to me. I was in a blogging fury a few months back and am now dead in the water. I am sorry for anybody that has thought thos place was worth checking out.

I am wondering of SoR exists anymore? I can't access it! Anybody else having these problems? Oh yeah, and making my rounds I checked out Mona's HNT and WOW! Rob is one lucky bastard.

Well, I have to take a shower but will write something again soon. Maybe about SOMETHING rather than NOTHING!

alive

I am alive! Just haven't had anything to blog about...so kill me.